I HAVE A NEW LIVEJOURNAL (:
Just wanted to start new and fresh =D

But I think I should move all my icons there with me because that's a shit load of work ROFL.

PLEASE ADD ME~ THIS IS MY NEW ELJAY ACCOUNT: j_kw0n 

I'm thinking about starting another fresh LJ.
What do you guys think? T_T;;;

I think because I want a new name, lmfao *dies*
And well I got tired of updating this since I don't know a lot of people here but I figured I should actually start being active so I can use this as some sort of memory-storage <3

Hey, I dyed my hair again to one solid color on the past SUNDAY =D
It looks like it's black I guess because my previous hair colors had like (very) golden-brown highlights but now it's completely like... dark brownish-auburnish. At first I wanted to cry but after looking at it for a while it actually does have tints of red/brown :3 Hopefully the colors will show more over time @_@ aigoo.

I finished these a couple days ago, but not a lot of people who go in the artwork thread are a huge big bang fan so decided to share here too ^_^

PLEASE DO COMMENT IF YOU ARE TAKING ANY~ I'd really appreciate it if you guys do <3
IF USED ON LJ PLEASE CREDIT AS se7enbigbang @ livejournal.com
IF USED IN SOOMPI PLEASE CREDIT AS SOUL'd to:GD
IF USED ELSEWHERE, PLEASE CREDIT AS SOUL'd to:GD @ Soompi.com



Hope you guys like them ^^
Oh, and please DO NOT HOT LINK! ^^;;; thank you for viewing guys <3

small previews



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i saw these TOP caps and couldn't help putting captions in them lol.
TOP'S expression is hilariousss~ XDD







Credits to vipbigbang AND G-RI7EN's:SKY @ Soompi.com (Me).

The title is from Fan's lyrics, EPIKHIGH's song ;D love themmmm.

anywayyyysss, i felt like sharing some pics I took on Thursday night ;DD
You could see what time it was on my ipod :x

. . . . just pictures of my ipod and my backpack, and aslo my new white chucks :x LOL.
Jerilyn wanted to see them so I took pics of them too ;D
(Oh yea and pics of my dog! :3 SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE SE7EN'S DOG, :x when she has more hair that is XP
She's the same as Se7en's dog actually, a gray & white minature schnauzer ;D)


^ That's a Se7en button XD I had another one on the other end of the jelly looking letters, but it got lost! TT_TT
like the day after, in Film class when I was playing with my backpack, I just realized it wasn't there!! *dies* oh well, i'll get a new one :x plus i have plenty extras XD








I want to write Big Bang and GD all over my backpack too, but then I don't have the paint thingy, and all that Se7en writing on it, was SINCE 8THGRADE @_@
I have more writing on it at the TOP, I wrote Big Bang in pen and it aslo has Lee Junki and stuff rofl.
and some more SE7EN with permanent marker ;D


  

(These were taken last year, i don't have recent pics of her but her hair grew a lot already
SHE'S SOO ADORABLE *dies* whenver I'm mad at her, and she gives me that sad face.. I always fall for it <0<).

Her name's SOBE by the way ;D as in So-Be. (yea um Linda Kim, her old owner named her from the drink rofl, she was my brother's friend and gave Sobe over to us when Sobe was much smaller :3).


Okay and random pic of me and my SE7ENLIGHTSTICK ;DD I'm so freaking in love with it *0*
Look how it shines, omgsh it's so powerful *__* <33 uwaa~

news from march 15, 2007. posted at soompi on 3/15/07 in the morning yo.
OMF7G-RI.
BIG BANG IS COMING TO HB2007!!
sdkjfvjskdnvskj omggggssshh I didn't get to stay up and see it last night because everyone was home near me and the laptop, and like I couldn't sneak on plus my brother was using the lap top ><
UWAAA~ WHEN I GOT HERE I WAS SOOOO CONFUSED, AND THEN I WENT TO CHECK AND OMF7G-RI!!!
BAM! "BIG BANG (빅뱅)" jksdnfvk aaahhh~~ kjfdsakj
I'm like all teary now I'm so HAPPY. YESS, I KNEW THAT AT LEAST THEY'D COME TO HB!
omf7g-rriii i'm like SO freaking speechless!!! *dies* My dream of seeing BIGBANG on the list & them being there was TRUE! OUR PRAYERS CAME TRUE!
kjsnfdrksnjkorei ommmggsshh!!! *dies* I'm LIKE SOOO HAPPYYYY!!!! i don't know what to sayyy!
OMGSH I THINK I MIGHT JUMP AROUND AND SCREAM AND LIKE TELL IT TO EVERYONE AT SCHOOL DSKJFNCSKNJ *DIES* omo~
THAT NEWS TOTALLY MADE UP ALL MY PAST DAYS.

uwaa HWAITING HWAITING HWAITING!!!


andddddddddddddddddddddddd ~~~~~~


Here's my dream
I was at this part or someplace, but there were like a lot of people.
I was with Tiffany and I think Jaehee, or someone o_o;;
and like we saw BIG BANG! O_O;;
& then I saw Tiffany walk up to Jiyong like it was nothing, while me and Jaehee were like "omf7g-ri" (well she said omftop) and we were like getting all excited and i was tearing up.
and then Tiffany just walked away with Jiyong and talked like they've been friends o_o
& then I was crying with sadness right now, realizing how lucky Tiffany is.. and then Jaehee was like patting my back as we took a seat, Tiff & Jiyong were sitting further from us, so we saw them, we were like sitting at the top and they sat at the bottom.
And me and Jaehee kept looking down at them and i kept crying and saying like, "Omgsh Jaehee, look.. i think they're like going out "tears: "
and then all of a sudden Tiffany turned around and faced us and started smiling, and then she was pointing at me.. o_o
and i was like all confused and then Jaehee was like, "omg! he looked at you! look look he still is!"
and then Tiffany kept pointing at me and saying some stuff, and they were both laughing.. and then he looked into my eyes and smirked at me, I was like O____O;;;; so obviously you guys should know my reaction, i was like flippin' out.
and then they were walking towards us, and then Jiyong was like, "Janny?"
and theeennnn... sadly. my friend called me so i woke up T-T *kicks friend*

fkjvnjskd ah~ one of my dreams i'll never forget xD
I've dreamt of Jiyong/Se7en/Bigbang so many times, but there are those i don't want to share due to it's X-Ratedness :x

anywayyyysss XP
KSDJNCFKS I DON'T THINK I COULD CONCENTRATE IN SCHOOL, OMF7G-RI *dies*
skjdnfcksjncskoi uwaaa~~~ my spazzness is never over *0*
(like last year for YG concert and hb2006 for Se7en... i seriously NEVER stopped spazzing, i probably stopped spazzing AFTER a month or 2 from the concert, but everynow and then when people ask me i still get all spazztic xDDD)
i'm sooo happyyyyy

Sooo.. I made these icons on like February 17th, I posted them on Soompi but didn't get a chance to post it here. Here are some previews of the icons ;DDD



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i'm sooooo freaking excited for this. I paid for my ticket already *dies*
I risked paying $175 WITHOUT "knowing" if Se7en &/OR Big Bang was coming or not T-T
Yea, I had to pay early because I wanted a pool circle ticket... if they do come, then I'm freaking lucky... but if they don't then it's bummer.
It's like gambling, it's all up to your luck. I've been praying, still praying, and will keep praying.
SE7EN &/OR BIGBANG, PLEASE BE THERE! TT___TT I know $175 might not be a lot for some people.. but for ME it is a lot.
Because, I'm only 14 and I don't have a job, I earn money from chores etc. (allowance) & it takes me a long time to save me that much.
Maybe if I were older, I wouldn't really mind to pay that much and go but not get to see Se7en/Bigbang, BUT this it means A LOT to me, I'D ONLY EVER SPEND AND DO THIS MUCH FOR SE7EN & BIGBANG....
I just needed to rant @__@ *sighs* i'm so stressed; With family, this concert thing, school, friends, etc. aish ]:

SE7EN & BIG BANG HWAITING!
SE7EN FANS & BIG`BANGERS HWATING!!

*praying for se7en &/OR big bang to come to HB2007*

I haven't been feeling so good lately.. I've "been" sick physically and emotionally, still is too. GD is sick as well, that makes me even MORE sick *sighs*
I can't do anything but chant & pray, If only I could be be hurt for him in EVERY way, everything would be so much better wouldn't it?

I've Cried FOUR YEARS STRAIGHT, if not day, then it's always night.
My life collapsed eversince my mom passed away, and I've ALWAYS cried from then.. it's like I've been piled with problems, new ones, and scars from old ones, there's no ending to my sadness.
Life is so cruel. You can say I'm not a happy girl, if I don't have my lovely soompi buddies and Se7en/Seungri/GD.. *sighs*
I've attempted suicide COUNTLESS times.
but who the hell would "care" about me anyway rite?

whenever i forget that I had that one scar.. then a new one comes.
Some are left as just faint scars, and some are healed.. but most of them, scarred me so deeply they can't be forgotten or erased.
Sometimes I ask myself.. when will it end? but i guess, it never will.
Everytime I tell myself to cheer up, smile, and be happy.. it only works for like at most; 3 minutes.

there's so much to rant about.. TOO much to rant about, it drives me insane.
I don't even know what to say first or how to start off.

I just wish I were never born. I wish I had never opened my eyes to meet the world..
but since I did, I wish I'd disappear. Just get rid of my life so I can get rid of my tears.
I'm so sick of drowning in them.